Gun hip swollen lip bottle sip

Must Be Dead

I’ve done just fine being on my own

forever miserable in this lonely town

and all I’ve got, are the “you’re so hot’s”

from the bottle sippers taking protocol.

and I’m just another girl that can have some fun

just another girl to show you how its done

but theres more to me, than the eye can see,

theres more to me than photos & ink

yeah i said I’m just fine being on my own

forever lonely in this forgotten town

and you’d think you’d call

after all you said

you think you’d call

oh.. you must be dead

but ill keep you at an arms length and never let you in

ill keep it all subtle till the gates flood in

and when its time to admit, that our love’s not legit,

my defense mechanisms will probably quit.

Then I’ll start all over and move on to another who I won’t let in & it’ll happen again

forever lonely hearts in this one girl band

forever beating hearts, ill give you mine to lend.

yeah i said I’m just fine being on my own

counting down days in this uncultured town

and you’d think you’d call

after all you said

you think you’d call

oh.. you must be dead

was that your obituary I think i read?

oh yeah… you didn’t call

you must be dead

…& at your funeral, even if you agreed..

eventually, you know, i’d probably leave

so you’re totally right, for treating me like the rest

from now on ill walk around, with caution tape on my chest.

Because….

I must be dead.

Some quick lyrics

Now you can join her she’s blessed with destruction. Her loneliness travels through oceans and mountains. The trees whisper to her “don’t settle for nothing” and guide her through life with only one motive.

Come with me darling I’ve got something for you, A taste of a berry that’s made to destroy you, The beautiful carnage, the bitter sweet outcome, will turn you into a dime a dozen.

Nothing like the heartache of a working single mother, daydreaming about all the plans she had before, as she strokes her child’s hair to sleep, and gazes at the door. The unconditional love, is not enough to keep, this woman’s heart from breaking every time she misses a beat. But through thick & thin, & every winding street, she will guide you through this maze, with a smile upon her cheeks. In hopes one day you’ll truly live, a better life than me, my only real accomplishment will be providing you with belief. So sleep well child because one day, you’ll have to wake and see, that this world will try and rip your passions right from under your feet. And when you learn how it all works, and you’re crushed by one defeat, just get back up and try again, because hope is all we need.

Airport thoughts

A lone traveler when I used to wanna travel with you. A free spirit captured by the thought of marrying you. So long gone nothing coulda changed what I’m gonna do. I’ll die trying but be sad I couldn’t die next to you.

Tumble and fall

Now you said it yourself The earth will shatter and the sun will fall to the ground And the sound Will pierce through the lies We’ve been trained to disguise And this time, we will see All the flaws that exist in our loved humanity And the ache, that we place in our hearts from day to day to day…. And i bet, when you~~~ walk To the gates above~~~ I’ll watch you tumble and fall

Now don’t even think You can count on me to save you from your disease Your despair, all the demons in your life are far from repair And you’ve got it all wrong What’s important in this life Is how you live out your song For yourself, and the people around you every day to day to day… And i bet, when you~~~ walk To the gates above~~~ I’ll watch you tumble and fall